The Meanderings of A country housewife and mother.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Another sunday morning

Daughter came home a few days ago. They put her on different meds. I do hope these ones work for her. She has some heart problems too that we will be checking out next month. I know she seems much calmer now.

I got up early and went to church. I had to thank God for sending us some cooler weather. I had not been there for awhile and had to get caught up on finding out what is going on with some of our friends here. We have a marvelous new pastor. A blessing after the old one had to leave cause of some things he did wrong. But this new one is really a good man and we are glad to have him.

He has a cute little boy named Titus. I never would have thought of naming a boy Titus but it sounds so cool. He is a sweetie. His wife is nice too.

Both of them have been a blessing to me an my family as they are trying to be very understanding about my daughter and her problems and trying so hard to help.

I am thankful for them and the others who are showing kindness now.

Saturday, July 16, 2005

a long day for us............

Last night daughter lost it again and we nearly lost her. She was upset because of somethings people on line said about her then she got upset at me for telling her that the computer was not the place for someone to pick up a guy. This guy she did not know came on line in Myspace.com and told her she was cute and he wanted her to go out with him today. I told her she was an adult but she should not go out with some one she had never even chatted with before. It was dangerous.

She flipped out and told me she was either going to bust our computer or kill me. I told her that would not solve anything and it would only make her problems worse. She started ranting and smashing things. She wanted to cut herself. (she is into self mutiliation). I don't know if I mentioned this earlier.

She went to bed. I thought she had calmed down and I went into talk to her. She had taken 10 of her diabetic pills, 10 seraqil 500m gs each (her psyche drug), 4 nyquil tablets. I called the hotline immediately and they told me to get her to the hospital. We got her there and sat with her three hours, keeping her from falling asleep while they waited on results of her tests. They admitted her back into the psyche ward.

We had just gotten her out of there in april or may. Not sure which month.

She has threatened to kill me before but I am not afraid of her doing that. She turns it in towards herself. *sigh*

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Well, I am back in here for just a visit. What is it with mother/daughter stuff. We are like oil and water at times. Sheesh, I feel sorry for my husband having to live with all three of us at times. No wonder he sulks when we get into these spats. *s*

Music

  • Beatles
  • Classic Rock of all kinds
  • Garth Brooks
  • Music from the sixties and seventies
  • Very old Gospel and country music
  • Vince Gill

Music

  • Classic rock

Books I love

  • Chicken Soup Series
  • Gone With the Wind
  • The Bible
  • The Shinning
  • Turning angel

About Me

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I just enjoy life. Especially my family and all the little things life has to offer. I love reading and chatting with my online friends and quilting. I always have a project started. Sometimes I have two or three going.